Every songs created by people has their own story. Some songs tell love story, break up, family issues, friendship or anything. But don't we think it also works the other way? That every situation can has their song as well.
Yes, every situations has their reason. And of course God put good reasons and purposes and not a bad one. That is why we actually always has reason to be thankful in any situation. Or in other word we supposed to always have a singing heart in any situation, because when we are thankful miraculously God will pour joy for our soul.
Things happened to me lately made me hard to find the reason to be joyful. But My God so good =) He placed some people and let them be His vessel to pass His Joy and Peace for me. I felt like failures after failures were attacking me, pushing me back and down under fruz and depression (seriously sounds sarcastic). Worries and fear also come at the same time without patiently queue until my upset feeling because of failures gone. I ended up looking for physical help as well as doing my best to plan accordingly with my own strength. Keep trying to swim to the surface to get the air and to be able to breath freely, but I ended up losing my breath and almost dead. Thank God He didn't let me dying hopelessly, at the right time He gives me peace through His revelation.
Actually kind a hard to hear His voice lately, I felt so away from Him. I was expecting for help but help never come. While waiting I kept dwelling on my own strength.
Sometimes God's help is like helping a drowning person. It is easier to help them when they choose to not using their own strength and let the helper help them. Because when they are panic and tried to grip anything with their hands and moved their legs to stay floated, it will be hard for the helper to bring them up to the surface. Sometimes God wants us to let go our own strength and trust our life in Him, our Helper. It is easier for us to listen to His word when we surrender to Him rather than keeping our pride of our own strength.
And yes! I want to start surrendering my life to Him now. Maybe I have been too relied to my own life plan, while actually God has the better one for me. Well I might not know what God has stored for my future, but as I wait now I still want to do my best until the last fight. I dont want to be to slack, slumber and do nothing neither will I be too panic and expecting another "UnGodly" help.
Although failures after failures might have come and will come again but I want to stay strong with Him until the last battle of my waiting. I thank God for the problems in my life, They actually keeps me back to my first love to Him. That is my song! What is yours for your problem?
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